The Crust (perfectionism curse)
Does it matter if I said anything at all?
No it does not. Because what is true is always valid despite all the things that we might say and do, whether we are right or wrong. Despite all that we might think and believe, the truth remains unquestionable and indisputable. It remains itself at all times.
Do not be fooled by what you see and hear, and do not be deceived by the crust. Always look deeper and always seek the truth, because only truth can survive, and everything else collapses. We should not mistake deep meanings for superficial ones, we should not judge by the crust. What is the point of a well that is made of gold, but it is empty?
It might be beautiful what we see. But real beauty lies inside, deep inside the heart and mind. And it cannot be reached by the hands, and it cannot be touched. Do not think that we can one day see the truth. Do not think that we might one day be able to phrase it. All of our holy books are wrong, and truth is much deeper. It is deep inside us.
It is very important for me that I reiterate what I consider the basis of our humanity, and without it we degrade down into machines without any feelings: that we are all equal and no one is more human than anyone else despite our heritage, sex and colour. No one is better than anyone else, and despite everything we know, we remain ignorants, that is because everything is relative.
It's not what we say what matters. But what we do.
Sometimes, There are lots of things that we might wish to say, but we can't say them. But this does not matter. Because the truth remains, alive like blood and water. And nothing can extinguish its fire.
You, as my friends, and everyone else, whether I know them or not, and despite my many mistakes, I give you my word again that I will always do my best. And before the first sleep of the new year I tell you: that I accept you as you are, and I already respect you, so do not be changed and do not let my words change you. You are free so be free, and I do not accept to take away any of your freedom. Always go as deep as you can, because only there will we find the truth.
And again I say: Do not be fooled by my words. Always look deeper. Always apologise for your mistakes.
So does it matter? No it doesn't, because it doesn't make a difference.
-- The Crust --